I just had to have my dog put to sleep. I bitched about what a pain in the ass he was constantly. But, really, he was a sweet and energetic boxer. He had curiosity in his eyes. He was beautiful. I tiger striped brindle. And as much a complained about him, I really loved him. I never imagined this would hurt this bad. And my husband isn't here to share the pain. And I really hate that he didn't get to see him before we had to let him go.
Thankfully, he went out with no pain. For that I am very thankful.
Just feeling very empty tonight. I didn't see this coming.